Soundtracks of my life

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me because of you I am afraid I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me you never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain and now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing Because of you. Känner igen mig i varenda ord. Sammanfattar alla känslor jag har inför min mor. Varken mer eller mindre. Jävligt mycket tack för det.